SHOWLUOZHIXIANG

2011-02-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

@cuzzie's house

Happy Cny :) Reunion dinner + Cuzzie's house + Staff's lunch + Work sum up my Cny?

Yep still coping well with work & academics since my boss's pretty understanding and I'm a strong girl :) That's all, bye! :P

To love and to be loved

2011-01-14T20:22:00.003+08:00

School>Aep>Work>Home.

Sacrifices made here and there.. but I know it'll be worth it.

This year, it's about livin' it

2011-01-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

Not one of those who anticipated 2011 but well, I know year 2011 will be an awesome year. It must.

2010 was rather great I guess.

In mid-may, i found out the existence of mzl. I believed in this 21yr old man, and till now, i still do. He gives me hope when I want to give up.. Let me realize that dreams are simply reality waiting to happen.. and thanks to his advice, here I am, waiting for school term to start. Cos' of him, I believe in the impossible ;)

In yr 2010, I had to cope with work & Ns as well, Never thought I could but I did. While others are studying for the papers during weekends, I spent my weekends morning/afternoon @ work. Followed by revisions after work, it was hell but definitely worth it. So I'm going to work this year too! :)

My clique got closer during 2010 as well, shit happens but we still love one another. We are going separate ways this year but our hearts will remain as one I hope. It's hard to actually stay in contact when all of us will be busy with our own schedule, but I believe we can, and will.

Now that 2010 has ended... I like who I am becoming. I am starting to find out what it is that I want to do in life. I hope life gets easier when I start to do what I want, when I start to chase my dream. I hope living gets easier. It has to get easier. And it will.

Truth be told, i miss you

2010-12-28T12:36:00.002+08:00

Work sums up my life right now.. and i'll still be working when sch terms start. Yep, even on weekdays~

Soulmates?

2010-12-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

I strive to make everyone proud of me, even if that means losing part of who I am.

No such things as right or wrong decision... what matters most is what you do after making the decision.

Promote or quit

2010-12-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

Because' what I'm scared most is disappointing people.

8D6N in korea

2010-12-14T14:36:00.004+08:00

Horse riding/skiing/ice gallery/2 theme parks/climbing mountain/ kimchi making/ jeju island/ teseum/ make-up class/ safari/ Jump! performace. Not forgetting making new friends and learning some korean words ;) Jump! performance was the best, totally enjoyed it. The only pity was that we didn't have enough shopping time plus most shops were selling winter clothing! ):

Back in S'pore, rest for a day and started work on friday. Heheh Serah will be starting work on wed so we'll be working together! :D &I'll be collecting my results on friday, 17th. Still considering if I should spray my hair black or just collect my results @ FNN room...... but i don't have the patience to wait for so long just for a result slip -_-

That's all for now.. just blogging cos' Im waiting for 6pm to reach. Byebye:)

Conversations and secrets till midnight

2010-11-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

Been really busy with work.. did i mention i'm actually working @ 2 different places? Yeah m'acd and bata. Apparently I wanted to resign m'acd after recieving my bonus and using up my annual leave but.. tsk the manager don't let ); But hmm it means I can save more $ actually, not that bad right? ;)

Flying off to Korea in another 5hrs.. hope war don't break out.. not that suay right? Ok guess that's all? Will be back on the 8th :) I can't wait for results btw, as much as I still don't know what's my final decision, i rlly want to pass get <19 points..

You made me realize that dreams do come true and we just got to keep on knocking and trying every single time.. I'm not going to lose faith in myself and will never let circumstances stop me from doing what I want.. thankyou for inspiring me in many ways ♥

and i hate how indecisive i feel now.

2010-11-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

I'm coping well with my job currently.. pretty sure it'll help me to overcome my phobia of heights. Climbing the ladder everyday... it's quite fun actually. It's already 12Nov now. Prom on 22nd, korea on 1st-8th dec and getting back results on 17th dec. What if I don't meet the criteria to go sec5? Things'd be so much easier for me then zzz.

On a happier note, I'm finally preparing for my black belt grading! I wanna go for Jan grading but I dont wanna fail ~ 150bux and once i paid, it can't be postponed ):

Ok la whateva I don't know what to type so, byebye.

2010-10-28T09:14:00.002+08:00

I swear working @bt pajang's shoe fair sucks. Started my 1st day of work on tues and spent bloody 4hours clearing the mess the night shift people left for us. Worked from 10am-10pm and I only had milo the entire day (y) Botanic garden ytd, collected my pay for lot one's fair and headed to work. Had fever during work, super tired -.- Think I just get my basic pay for this fair enough alr, wanna faster get out of this place man. Will be working @ lot one bata after this current fair, I'm very sure things will be so much more organized with Jason around.

Honestly I didn't know work can be this tired ): Everyday work night shift, by the time I reached home is already like 11pm. Next day work 2pm, going to work like a zombie ): But I'll bear with it.. need to save $$ for my course!!! Excited, can't wait for results to be out so I can sign up for my course!!

&Pray hard he's coping well with everything..

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay

2010-10-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

Celebrated Clara's 16th birthday on monday @madjack! Hoho she's like the tallest among us yet the youngest hahaha. It was nice meeting my girls again and perhaps the next catch-up will be after their Os? Good luck babes! ^^

Rushed off for work after that and I like my current job :D Managers and colleagues are nice people :) It's just a one week fair but i got myself another fair for next week @ bt pajang! But our boss told us the managers over there are pretty strict so we can't fool arnd hmph. Oh and becos' of work, I only have a meal a day. Wake up at 11am everyday, have my lunch, go back to sleep til 3, prepare for work, knock off @ 10, go home and sleep. My daily routine (y) Money money come to mummy $.$

Ok thats' all i guess ;) & happy birthday to Ryan Lim! :D

so we graduated

2010-10-09T18:57:00.002+08:00

Graduation day yesterday, watched videos and errrrrr speech? Kind of boring actually. Took one last class photo with twosix but sadly Mr.Khoo went back alr. Most importantly, I managed to take a photo with my eyecandy thanks to my girls' help hehehe ^^

Prata with bbgs and pizza hut with the boys. Think I'll only get to hang out with them after their Olvl ): Went job hunting these few days but failed. They only want full-time/ adults. I want to quit my current job once I get my bonus and annual leave muahaha.

&I've decided to study in kimage next year, who knows maybe, I can't even meet the criteria to sec.5? Heh ok la whateva sec.5 is already out of my choices. Ohhhhha dnd took my black tip grading today heh.

What a time

2010-09-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hope things will be fine soon, and pray hard our N and O will not be affected by what's going on recently... everyone will be fine soon yea? It's just a matter of time.

Not going sec5 not going not going not going.

em eb ot skcus

2010-09-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

Why is it when we were young, we can afford to dream? But as we grow up, we stop to dream. Or rather, we still dream but 99% of us don't work towards our dreams. We tend to work towards money instead. Yes I know this's reality but I don't understand how money can actually kill our dreams, our passion. I don't know what to choose, fml. Reality, you suck.

Burn with us

2010-09-13T17:22:00.000+08:00

Teachers' Day Celeb 2010, twosix'08 <3

Nlvl language & social studies paper are over! Spotted correct topic for SS, thanks to my (other school) friends ^^ Btw since I'm not going sec.5, I feel no stress at all. Perhaps it's a good thing afterall yea? But I promise I'll still work hard ~ 1st day of school today and I was late again.. luckily we managed to sneak away :P Cross my finger and pray hard that I wouldn't be late again.

Shall end here.. nothing to blog about :

P.S/ I hate the word complacent. Makes me feel not appreciated.

Build a world around all the things we said

2010-08-30T17:33:00.003+08:00

Got back most of my papers last week! Thumbs up for science *rolls eyes at Mr.S* Aced both language papers (Y) Math results weren't disappointing but still, demoralising. Sometimes I really can't understand what he's teaching and need to seek help from express kids instead, frustrating much. Eng, chi & SS Nlvl papers next week? All my stronger subjects ^^

K enough of academics. Things went haywire during tkd last fri. Firstly, Sir K took over Sean and now we're under him again. Next, I injured my feet during sparring. By the end of the training, I was limping around :( Ampher's one best, he fell on a bunch of white belt kids rofl. Note to self: 6more trainings to Oct grading

Mc for work on sat and sun :P Apparently I was supposed to go Jbp with Shao, Bz &girlf but cos' of my leg, I can't ): Studied with sis on sun instead, did 7essays! Me love Social Studies (L) Skipped school today, don't think chinese hot housing will be of any help. Teachers day celeb tmr, twosix gathering as well! ^^ Pray hard everything goes as planned ~ Should I wear shoes or slipper to school tmr? :/

LASTLY, STEP UP 3 WAS AWESOME.

shit happens, deal with it.

2010-08-22T15:48:00.003+08:00

Prelims week is officially over. All I can say is, I did my best for humanities and language papers. K somehow math & poa (paper1) too but science = fail. I'm not someone who love numbers, I hate solving math problems. So yep, I gave up halfway while doing math paper2, wonderful (Y) Sian honestly I prefer Prelims week please. Hate normal school curriculum hours + aep.

On a happier note, I passed my taekwondo grading! :> Heheheh so somehow I'm not under Sir K already *grin*. For now, I can't skip any training cos' I must take Oct grading. As long as I pass that, I can take black belt together with Wangyue alr :D But suay suay Oct grading same week as my Nlvl, annoying much.

Lastly, I'm proud of the YOG, proud of S'pore.

AES

2010-08-06T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hahaha this was like early sec2? :P

So it was NDP and RHD celebrations tdy, prolly my last one in unitysec as well! Enjoyed myself during the singalong session and also, RHD concert. Like all chi songs are Show's woohoo<3 Pizza hut afterwards to celebrate our dear malathe's advance 16th birthday! &Heyy I turned 16 already ^^ Thanks bbgs and fat ass group for celebrating with me and of cos' my (nice) classmates' prezzies heheh. I like the fact that more than half of my prezzies are related to Showlzx ;P Btw binkohpoh, the cash book is very useful! :D

4days of holidays, will be working and going out despite I'm having my prelims currently. But still I'll study okxzxz. Will try to pass everything except for science ^^ Byeeeeee!

P.S/ I had fever on my birthday and first paper for prelims -_-

To my dear S

2010-07-30T00:00:00.007+08:00

羅志祥, 我为你爱疯狂到走火入魔! 赴汤蹈火, 我为你做!
生日快乐, 不管你年纪多大，我仍然会爱你!

P.S/ Mine is just 5 days away :P
P.S// Xiaogui is coming S'pore for a mini concert but I can't go thanks to Nlevel ): Pray hard there'll be an autograph session please!!

Babygalz, oh and a boy,

2010-07-19T16:40:00.003+08:00

Confessions, crying, eating, laughter, making fun of each other. A really nice saturday night with my love ones<3>

Prelims in another 18 days. Nlvl in another 50 days. People chill la, don't feel stress okaeyyy. Cos' your friend over here is feeling excited heheh. Kkkkkk gonna leave house now and meet my babygalz oh and a boy as well heheh. As usual, frequent updates @MeiqiEio

Crush

2010-07-11T16:53:00.003+08:00

Another hectic week.

Crawling into bed after midnight and sleep for at most 5hours was definitely a bad idea. I felt like a complete walking zombie the next morning. It'd be awesome if school starts at 9am everyday. Oh btw the internal suspension punishment is like s.t.u.p.i.d. More like encouraging students to skip school if they overslept ha ha.

Took my red tip grading yesterday! Demokidz*'s performance led by a korean instructor was awesome!! (Y) I totally love the korea hiphop dance taekwondo part, super cool please!! Ok after the performance the few of us waited for 2 hours for our grading -_- I reminded Yuheng of his previous grading whereby he fell down during sparring and during my sparring, I fell down. K.A.R.M.A.

Twenty+ more days to prelim, fifty+ more days to N level. I'm pretty excited, are you?

Happy (belated) birthday Desiree!

2010-07-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.

1. Your name: Meiqi
Meiqi describes a girl who is fun to be around and never lets your days in school be a bored! she's always there to keep you company when you're bored and is a great friend to have! Occasionally, she can be really mean and bitchy, but we still love her! :)

I wanna be like Meiqi! or that Meiqi is damn cool! Or omg, that Meiqi is so mean and bitchy! :)

2. Your age: 15
The REAL age to be considered a teenager, young person, young adult, etc

3. One of your friends: Desiree
Hot and sexy girl. they look really hot. Youd want to be with them forever and ever!

4. What should you be doing? Homework
A punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor.

5. Favorite color: Purple
Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin.

6. Birthplace: Singapore
5 types of climate: hot, very hot, damn its freakin' hot, wow look roast human char siew all over the streets!, otherwise. 4 common interest among all typical Singaporeans: Food, glorious food! Shopping, Welcome to the Great Singapore Sale! Toto/4D, come Saturday Sunday.. will I win? (bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai), Education - "Boy AH! u finish tuition homework liao or not! Later got piano lesson! AIYO! Your spelling learn already anot?!" 3 MRT lines: North South line, East West line, North East line 2 hours(approx): is needed to travel from one end to another end of Singapore. 1 common language: Singlish "See liao lah... What you want?" "SCUSE"

7. Month of your birth: August
The idea of perfection. The 8th Month of the year in certain European and Asian cultures signifies greatness in achieving perfection, or something close to it.

Pink boyz yeah yeah yo.

2010-06-30T20:05:00.004+08:00

I met my SP clique last tuesday night (it was Aloy's 7th day) and it was really nice to see all of them again. We've been taking things for granted, always saying that we'll have an official gathering after O/N level this year. Nobody knows that we will never see him again but it's alright.. like what Jer said, move on and treasure with what we have now <3

I'm lovin' and hatin' my phone at the same time. It's so troublesome when I wanna transfer my Show's dvd into my phone (need convert to mp4 thn to iphone version). Like more than half of SP clique using bb, I should have choosen bb instead right!! :'[

More updates via twitter @MeiqiEio!

Life's fragile

2010-06-19T19:03:00.004+08:00

Bro, it's way too sudden for all of us. We will be meeting next week, but it'll never be called a reunion cos' you are gone forever. Rest in peace my dearest bro ♡

Looking at your facebook wall.. The posts by friends and also your mum make me tear. All of us really miss you and i really hope you are able to know whats happening now boy.. Everyone cares for you, everyone misses you.. I really miss you lee zhen xing.. Remember those awesome times? You are a shy yet naughty boy.. A friend who will always be there. I remember I called you in the early morning just for last min breakfast and you came without complaining.. You always bring your bike down just for us.. Rmb the discipline case we got into?! None of us ran away when ms lee thought only 8ppl were Involved.. You had a chance to but you choose not to.. Rmb th fire alarm case too? You came back to tell me that you had private caning in the principal's office but in the end it was fake!! I miss all your nonsense and your gayness with christopher!! Dude, come back and fool around with us....

Taiwan Touch Your Heart

2010-06-14T19:19:00.006+08:00

Firstly, out of the many places we went, I love toucheng farm the most :D It's like a perfect place to live in when people retire and want to enjoy life. We also make the tian deng there, a very good experience! One of my wish written on it was to go for Showlzx's part2 concert hehe ^^

Next, We also experience foot hot spring on the third day! Kind of like it though it was pretty uncomfortable in the beginning.. but still a very good experience. Seven Star Lake (an ocean though) was awesome. It's like one of the very rare beach with no pollution at all. But a pity we can't go into the water since the tour guide said that the waves can drag us down anytime ):

We went to fisherman wharf at night, camwhored and Nora piggyback me all the way down the stairs and to the bus. It was a fun night followed by night market where Nora and I somehow got hit by this motorbike -_- Barthiban was shouting "careful" for a million times already but the both of us didn't notice that the cars are coming from both direction! Okay lah once-in-a-life-time experience :P

Taiwan bullet train was a disappointment though. Most of us expected it to be really, really, really fast but it turned out that we can't even feel the speed of it -_- We witnessed the famous guard exchange ceremony hehe quite cool leh, me likey. On the last night, the chinese girls sneaked out of our rooms after lights out and gossipped til like 2am? ^^ But it was kind of torturing cos' we can't laugh loudly :/

Our tour guide was a really cute and nice one ^^ He always ask us to order as much food as we want as long as we can eat finish. I bet that the fact that he don't know how huge our appetites are, he may be making a loss xP Hah & the last meal was dumb man! My table (wanyi, shiling & meiling) can't eat finish so we passed to the boys' table (the late 6). In the end, they also can't eat finish theirs so we all poured our food into one plastic bag, take out of the shop and threw away. Why? We didn't want to get nag by the tour guide haha :>

Overall it was a fun week in Taiwan! Back to reality now : tons of homework yet to be done, yet to study for retest and lastly, hygiene practical test on friday by people who i don't know!

时间跟乳沟一样，挤一挤就有了-Showlzx & Xiaogui.

It's really all about self-discipline, there's no such thing as not enough time.

2010-06-05T09:52:00.004+08:00

ilovestage.com.sg

6th - 12th : Taiwan trip ( back on 12th, 11.45pm -_- )
14th : Hygiene course
15th : Universal studios with my binkohpoh!
Rest of the holiday : Study! :P

&Ya' know on the 14th, taekwondo got this M'sia exchange programme? Thats not what that attracted me, but the fact that they will go for durian feast after that!! &is free-flow you know!! But I can't make it on that day sian.

Charming (L)

2010-05-26T18:35:00.021+08:00

I'm not someone who will spam my blog with a lot of photos at one shot, but for this post, I'm going to post a lot of photos, just for you ♥♥♥

Last Sunday, 23rd May 2010, I met the most charming man in the world f2f (L)

I went to IMM alone @ around 4pm and was squeezing with a bunch of sweaty people. Look at the picture below, it was damn squeezy and fyi there were more people at 4th floorth. Oh thanks Serah for accompanying me before that :> After waiting for nearly 3 hours, this lady came on stage and said if the fans don't cooperate brabrabra, she won't let Show come out of the car -_- Then she said cannot sign lyrics book, cannot shake hand, cannot hug brabrabra. Everyone was like boo-ing her ha ha ha.

Another 20mins passed and finally, it's Show time! You know what he said?! My dear laogong said, he'll sign lyrics book and also, he asked us to stretch out our left hand during our turn!! Totally awesome, such a nice dude (L) So yep he sang and soon started signing the fans' album ^^

Waited for another 3 hours for my turn but it was totally worth it! Awesome especially when I got nearer to the stage (Y) Omg I swear my heart was beating super fast when it was my turn!! Show's duper charming.. his eyes and smile can make you faint!! I wished time stops when we were shaking hands! :D Bought my dinner after that (i was starving for like 7hours?!) and home sweet home!

国王, 为你, 我不再喝可口可乐, 因为你是百事可乐的代言人! :P

Tomorrow is the day

2010-05-22T18:12:00.002+08:00

3189.) Sometimes I look at people and think, “There will be a day when I will wish I was right back here just to spend one last moment with you.” And yet, I do nothing to show them how much I care.

Hey 罗志祥, see you tomorrow! ^^ You must be at stadium now getting ready for your concert, all the best yeah ^^ Take a good rest tonight and must look handsome tomorrow! ^^

Dreams, are simply reality waiting to happen

2010-05-20T13:41:00.003+08:00

I happened to visit this website http://www.matt.sg/ and felt really inspired.

Someone who dreams and makes it happen. He spent 2 years under the business sch in NP and transferred to media in NP after that. Which also means, he wasted 2 years taking business course. But, he was really passionate about media. He turned 21 this year and to make it memorable, he came out with this ' Matt's 21 Deeds or Dares '. Below is one of the videos which I really love. If I were there, I'd hug him for sure. Opps and he's a korean chinese!

Okay now I think I know what I really want to do after my N. It's my future, I make the decision.

It's Show time

2010-05-19T19:45:00.002+08:00

Awesome wallpaper (Y)

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It's show time in another 28 hours baby!

It’s so hard to stay strong sometimes

2010-05-17T19:53:00.004+08:00

Back to blogging eh? Yeah, after 20+ days.

Now that mid-year is over, students are panicking over their results. Humanities and physic's results are back. Passed my humanities and failed my physic (15/50). Well what to do I suck at science. Pray hard that I'll pass my math and poa! ^^

Today was half-day and I spent quality time with my girls. We had prata @ yewtee and chatted about ghosts! Shaikah claimed that there's pontianak in our area, totally freak me out. Went over to shaikah's house (2 blocks away from mine hehe) for a horror movie. Most of the time we were covering our eyes ha ha and the most pathetic thing was, only Nutt understood the ending -_-

Something awesome, Show's coming to S'pore on 20th and I'm going for his fan sign on 23rd! Definitely looking forward to it! Oh btw, thanks Nutt for the bbq last night! ^^

I'm back

2010-04-26T18:24:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th birthday Poh! (25th)

Life's good! My tests' results were pretty amazing hehe cos' I didn't study at all. I'm not some hypocrite that goes around claiming ' I didn't study at all! ' , but actually studied like a nerd at home. So yep when I said I didn't study, I meant it! Ace all my tests so far except physic (hey i pass by 2marks ok!) Will be getting back my humanities test tmr! It's the only test I studied, I'd be such a loser if I flunk it.

Anw most updates will be on twitter @MeiqiEio!

My dear express babygirls, good luck for MYE!

2010-04-12T16:48:00.003+08:00

3days of taekwondo! Not that tiring actually, pretty worth it.

Can you believe I fell down during no-contact sparring?! I repeat, no-contact sparring. Must be my opponent's fault, not mine :P I enjoyed my sunday's power enhancement workshop, boost my confidence level ^^ Plank breaking is a love-hate relationship hehe :> There'll be a upcoming national poomsae championship and I'm told to join. Hope it'll be a good experience! (:

Lastly, (sidetrack a bit) take note that ITE is not the end. Students from there ain't dummies, I'd say that they've a clearer idea of what they wanna be in the future. I've a course in mind! ^^

2010-04-08T20:33:00.001+08:00

No matter how big the world is, if we are meant to be together, love will lead us to be together.

Try again

2010-04-08T19:08:00.003+08:00

This week passed rather fast and it's friday tmr! Quite a lot of hot topics this week, so what's next? :P

I'm free on 10th and 11th but my babes will be busy revising for their mid-year, what a pity hur! But still, I'll have taekwondo on 9th, 10th and 11th ha ha ha. So much for being free tsktsk. Most importantly, my sis will be back on 12th! Ha I want to fetch her but there's school next day ): Skip school again? Hehehe.

Nothing much to blog about actually.. need to upload some photos for Iris and go to sleep!

You've been rick-roll

2010-04-01T20:49:00.003+08:00

www.bringvictory.com

1st April, April fool day.

This year's April fool was pretty boring.. nothing much. Just got pranked by Zhuzhi, a really dumb prank. But well, I managed to make him speechless (: During recess, I overheard Desiree telling Clara that she had yet to be prank. Obviously, the rest of us decided to prank her haha. Her reaction was .. priceless.

I miss those lower sec days, our really dumb pranks haha. Changing people's contact and sending msgs to them.. hmm if you get what I mean (: & those happy belated April fool day, that's the best man! Those days.. with Mr khoo ^^

Three days of break. Not just homework to be done, but also revision, taekwondo and work. I'm looking forward to sat's night taekwondo, but at the same time, I'm dreading it.

Like a prisoner

2010-03-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

Firstly I apologise if anyone feels uncomfortable after seeing the above photo.

Yup on the 2nd day of the Adam Khoo workshop, Bong showed us a video of this lady above, Jacqueline Saburido. Check out http://www.helpjacqui.com/home.htm to know what actually happened that caused her current state. Besides this, I learnt to appreciate the people who really sacrificed a lot, just for me. But still, this workshop is.not.motivating.at.all.

Before I proceed to watch my Showluo's 3D MV, I want to thank Seahorse patrol for the presents ^^ I really can't wait to know what Chiahsuan that silly fat girl has for me and desiree! Oh lastly, I'm really lazy to edit my blogskin, I know it's not aligned properly but...

Be happy anyway,

2010-03-23T19:55:00.003+08:00

I bought a new phone, like finally. I promise to take good care of it and it'll not end up like my previous phone ^^ I paid for it myself, imagine how broke I'm now.

I wanted to post about taekwondo but hmph forget about it, shall post about today's motivation workshop instead. It started off pretty well, the instructors were funny, me like. I realised that words can really affect people a lot. I'm not someone who believe in this kind of motivation talks brabrabra. At most students will be motivated for two weeks and lazy monster will attack them. Yes Adam Khoo has yet to change my point of view.. I don't feel motivated at all. I spent 8hours in the library and did learn new stuffs. But ultimately, I was not motivated.

The instructors shared stories of themselves brabrabra and I guess their ultimate aim was to inspire us, motivate us. Well I don't know about you people, but for me, I has to experience it myself then I'll be motivated. Hope I'm wrong about this, perhaps tmr the course will motivate me for two weeks? :P

Pause

2010-03-16T18:48:00.032+08:00

The sec4 scouts had stand down like finally. Throughout this four years with this batch, I can't deny I enjoyed myself even though most of the time, I was irritated by annoying and ridiculous people.

We looked like this on our very first camp -- investiture camp 2007. At that time, we knew each other cos we were in the same class, well except for that Benjamin, Kenneth, Alex and Xuanyi? Ben was just an emo kid then. We were tekan by this Sir Jason on the very first day of camp, touching the gate again and again. Our very first punishment I think. Also, our very first solo walk @ cemetery. I was crying even before we were at the cemetery!

Things that happened and I will never forget :

During our 1st footdrill session, we ignored the ventures, sat down and wanted to quit scouts!!
Numerous bicycle accidents with Budiman! He flew off from his bike one time, I was still sitting on the bike though
How crazy we were during unicorn campfire 2007 (still got our bestfriend also! :P)
We used to believe Joel Chin and Osama and Eugene Siew, yucks! Innocent time
Unchoke the sink with XianJun & YaoHong when everyone was asleep during camp, it really stinked
Unable to on the stove during camp, other grp were cooking and our stove not even on!
Buffet with Ch Des Ben Zhuzhi Kahkien when scouts were at sec1 registration
How Ben sedia on 14th march 2010 night
Gossiping with my binkohpoh
How afraid we were before PLTC and how happy we were during PLTC
Des & I brought the taiwanese scouts to swim hahaha
The handsome guy we met during volvo ocean race!
Des: Is that the great white shark? Ben: No, it's the boat
Ben: If you got money spilt with me uh. Des: Huh what I got money sleep with you?!
Playing drum at Budiman's house
Budiman & Benjamin cooked lunch for us. First time guys cooked, girls fooling around
Ice pop for three consecutive day
Alex's dance
Des switched off the tv when all the sirs were watching during ORD chalet 2009! Our stupid dare haha
Our very first solo walk

But if you ask me to type a list of what I hate about scouts, it'll definitely be much longer..

I just wanna thanks Desiree Chaoyan Chiahsuan for letting me feel accompained throughout my scouting journey. Well except for the sarimbum camp!! Also, thanks Benjamin Budiman Kahkien Hanafi Xianjun Zhuzhi Alex for making this three years a better one. To the rest, you guys are so freaking annoying!! The reason for this post? Next year when I return as a Sec5, only left with me and chiahsuan!! )))): Urgh and those annoying people * bang wall *

2010-03-15T11:06:00.007+08:00

" When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on in the first place. Remember that the world is round. What seems like the end may be just a beginning. Just because today is a terrible day, doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day of your life. You just have to get there first. "

I'm lovin' my life no matter how tough it gets. I'll make up my mind soon, give me some time. I hope that everyone will treasure their friends cos' no matter what happens, true friends are the one who will be there for you. I love you people as much as I love Showluo xoxo. I'm going to meet my sayang now, bye! Remember that tomorrow will be a better day!